...sigh...why u appeared in my dream?...

it was almost a week ago....
i had a very strange dream....
i saw X... with a bunch of blurred face peoples... X was smoking... i walk to X and yelled at X.... then da next scene was... i was walking around da schl with brother long talking bout X smoking n etc etc... then X pass by...act like nth happened... then i woke up... having bad feelings for da rest of da day... I'm stupid rite..?

*wondering...
-y should X hv to feel guilty? LOL! no idea at all... erm... maybe i dun like ppl smoking.?
-y we all were in uniforms n in school area...? ...maybe there is da place where i had most of my memories w X...

...bboY

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost..

some of you may have read this poem b4~ it was on form 4 literature text book...
this is the current situation I'm facing.... *sigh*

...bboY

YOU, X

...i know it for ever n always... its only me who been fantasize...
...til dat day i've stop lying to myself...
...i look into ur eyes... its icy cold n pale... dats all i c... da flame in my heart dat burns up everything has been put out for quite some time... its undeniable any longer... i've been lying to myself for months... til now... let it go n everything ll b alright... thx alot...

...bboY

My last day of lunar new year~

la~ early morning (9sth) already wake up~ LOL!!!
then take bus to genting lo...
reach thr 12sth~~
then go meet kitmun n her sister~~ they r doing walls ice-cream promotion thr... so go "blow water" for a while lorh~~ sit there help them.. ice-cream ice-cream~~ 1 for rm3.50 only~ lol!!
then kitmun tel me dat da b4 she go yumcha w sm of da fren she noe there told her dat if i din take my gaji for dat 10 days my manager ll take it wor~~ means Koon Wai ll b very syok lorh~?! ish!! untung dia~~ lol!!!

til 2pm i go meet aaron tan... go watch movie!!! at first still tot wanna watch da wat Percy Jackson wat wat lightning sth sth geh... but its not screening thr... end up watching little big soldier by jacky chan n wang leehom!! nice!! go watch!!

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after the movie v go makan ^^ aaron panggil ahsoo sekali~~ v go eat ... hot pot~ ^^ erm... buffet steambot+da hot plate? or sth la~ duno wat izit called~ haha~ i noe... i'm dumb..^^

then makan makan makan til almost 6 then i go meet kitmun again.. cuz i follow her n d othz to watch fireworks...

while waiting for da fireworks 8pm i treat kitmun n her sisters baked sweet potato... 2 medium size potato cost RM17 ar~~ damn expensive!! add a few more bucks i can eat da hot pot liao~~ Zzz... shhh..!! keep quite... lol!!!

after dat kithui, sweekei n i go to c da parrot thingy~ really nice~~ i din get v close with those parrots cuz... i hv untold secret... lol!!! i'm afraid of birds n its species~ lol!! chicken, goose, duck... lol!!! cuz i was pecked b4~ lol!!
then watch fireworks...

in front Hotel Genting, inside da theme park n also 1st world if i'm not mistaken... ^___^

la~ after da fireworks... they start to keep their stuff n etc...
few of us chat w one of their partner, name "Xiao Hu" little tiger... from sg.buloh... he learn some sort of birthday calculation fortune telling or sth lk dat which i duno wat izit actually called... quite accurate... lol!! now i'm wondering do he hv sth lk "little ghost" lol!!! its sth they say... wateva~ ^^

then 9sth... go meet my former roommate... its his last day working in starbucks so go meet meet him lo~~ ^^ we chatted a while... he ask me to take bus to ipoh go visit him... he'll bring me go makan all around ipoh! lol!!

then til 10 sth tumpang khaiyeng daddy's car balik karak~~ fuyoh! da uncle drive car macam main stimulation game!!! @@"
i suffered motion sickness terribly... sampai rumah cincai shower terus tido......
Zzz.....

...bboY

still ok ma....

lol!!! its time for me to report my sucky result to evrybody!!!

Pengajian Am -> A-
Chemistry -> F
Mathematics T -> F
Biology -> C-

lol!!! My pointer.. 1.33
lol!!! ok~

I at least hv to get 2.00 pointer to get into da public university... (Fail)
I at least hv to get 2 C's to get a degree from a private university... (Also fail)

wat to do right now...? Foundation in private university... hmmm... pray hard!! >.<
we shall wait n c wat happens next....
^______^

...bboY