Hello...? Bye...? @@"

Its been a while since my last post huh...? more than a month i guess...?
Happy New Year everyone out there!!! its 2011!!
special shout out to all my bffs~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Ann, Bunny, Dragon, Jesst, Marcus, Max, Michael, Michelle, Notty, Sarah, Shasha & those who I've left out~ xP LOL! Love u guys alotttt!!!


my 2nd semester's mid semester exam is coming very soon~
gosh... most of the subject that take in this semester is tougher... @@"
biochemistry... dead...
diagnostic of tcm... dead...
medical parasitology... partially dead...
malaysian studies... no idea at all...


...those who have none wish for some... while those with some wish for more... and those with more wish to have plenty... =(
but... i really wants it so badly.... =(
or I should really wake up, stop dreaming and just carry on with this...?
hah! well... to be honest if i really graduate... I'm those who work because of living and not because of wanted to cure people...

I still remember that few years back I always said that I would prefer to do something that I like even though it doesn't gimme big bucks instead of working on something that bring a lot of money but I'm not interested... well... now...at this stage... everything is not really up to me to decide... if the chance really come I'm going no matter what.. but I guess... its only 1% out of 100% huh...

in few more hours...i shall say... goodbye 2010 and hello 2011... suddenly felt nostalgic... *sigh~*

Lau Chuin Yiak!!! hwaiting!!!

I Love Toe-socks!

LOL!!! toe-socks!! i got myself 3 pairs~~

I love it! very comfy~~ feels like they are hugging your toes~ ^__^

hahaha!!!! =P

it's a big 14!!!!!

been inactive for half a month~ where I've been...? went..."working"~~
basically is my aunt who ask me to go help out at my cousin's furniture shop (more on Dunlopillo mattresses to be exact)~ located at Tropicana City Mall... work as a salesman (-.-)"
during weekdays....my job is to sit in front of the shop and SMILE with those who passed by~ LOL!!

I've out-do myself!! this time is 14 days!!! I've worked for 2 weeks!!! bravo for me.... =P

2nd semester is going to start next week... sigh~ well....

进入二十岁的煎蛋。。。

...well....

actually i know how to cook way back when i was... 13@14...?
i used to play cooking way back then...
*err... those simple stuff such as omelet and stuff like that... not the complicated 1~ ha! *
err.... but ever since my family got a maid when i was in late form 3...? or early form 4... i no longer play cooking or even do the dishes~ hahaha!!!~~ even its only instant noodle... I'll ask her to cook for me~~ all i do was mess around with all kinds of stuff!! ahh!!! i do remember that I like to bake cakes way back then~ because... the maid will clean up the mess~~ =P muahahahaha!~~

stop cooking for about... 4@5 years.... @@" ...*sigh...*

few weeks ago... at my sis' place... i tried to fry an egg... due to unfamiliar stove and frying pan... the egg got burned!~ ... ok... it's not my problem right...? haha!!! its because I don't know how to control the stove's fire~ ya!~ that's right!! i usually get it right way back in hometown huh!!

so.... today!!! ^___^ ok~ lets have fried egg for supper!~ lalala~
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*FRIED EGG....*
front~
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back....
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kinda speechless.....
...well....

I.... but... *sigh...*

actually there are alot stuff i would like to post... but due to privacy... i din talk about it... but.... i was thinking.... how many ppl on earth would really read my blog...? hah!~ only few of u guys huh...? still think about privacy...? i'm very foolish right?
=(

there's a saying dat... the higher your expectation.... the bigger ur disappointment....
i guess ..my expectation was kinda high.... :|

maybe... i'm gonna be another person in this world who couldn't live on as what he really dream of huh...? silly me....
huh..? 希望在人间..? do you really think so...?
sometimes... 苏州过后 really某艇搭... :| *sigh....*
anyway... jz pray~ may god bless~ ...

刚刚进入二十岁的天空。。。?

well... i'm gonna talk about... err.... i think maybe its something that has nth to do with d title ~ ha!~ =P
23rd Oct!!! I've done something that i've nvr done it b4!! i watch drama from 9 sth pm 23 Oct til 10.10am 24th oct!!! hahahaha!!! yes! i'm kinda retarded!
well... i watched a Korean drama... Playful kiss~ i bet many of you have already watch it huh..? ^__^

I was wondering.... is it really those character only exist in drama and never in real life...? I guess so... those happening in drama are love stories that are “too good to be true" huh...? lets jz imagine n dream~~ LOL!!! dream dream dream~~ lalala~~~ ^___^Y

In da drama... da young couple.. *they are 20 y.o....* awwwwwh~~~ sweet!~
=) yes! i shall confess i get very3 jealous when i was watching da drama.... =P
i shall wait for my turn~ hahahahahah!!! we shall wait and see!~ ^__^Y
when...? err... duno... ^__^ pray for me~~ 哈哈哈!!! god bless~
kaYau!!! 好好的成长吧，骏业!!!

octoB!

kwakwakwa~~ ^___^
so sorry for neglecting my bloggie for quite some time~~
today gonna talk lots of stuff!! =)

I'm 20 y.o already!!! my birthday was 2 days ago...~ *without any celebration...*
well.... kinda disappointed~ i din even hv a bday cake... =.="
tis year my mum go traditional style.... hard boiled egg + "mee suah" LOL!!!
err... a lil bit pity....cuz on my bday i have to ask ppl out yumcha with me... =.="
oh! btw.... thx for all da bday wishes on facebook *around 150* and also those who text me thru ph *oni 5 of them*~
sigh... major crisis of my popularity... urgh.... =.="
mayb its exam season huh~ dats y.... !!!
but!!! there's a specific person!!!!! i was waiting for his wishes since da day b4 my bday til today... i'm still waiting for his wishes... =( KNS!!! i'm sure dat he did it on purpose! Yes!!! You!! it's You!! i'm talking about u!!!! >~<"

this time i really get myself a mushroom head!!! LOL!!! i cut my fringes by myself!!! hahahaha!!! i'm very brave right? =D as u see... its not very balanced~ =P well... first-timer~~

yes... i know... I still look very childish for a 20 years old kid! I've grown up!! not grown old!!! its different ShaSha Chin!!! >~<" sigh...
kaYau!!! 好好的成长吧，刘骏业！！！ =P

...hollow...

...didnt go back home since raye holiday... its da 2nd weekend d.... again...emo... homesick... etc....

i really dun like to be here... i gt no friends here, on the other hand...i feels like i started to hv gaps with my friends bc home....

yes...at here i stay w my sis... but... she went working b4 i woke up... n gt home when i asleep.... most of the time i'm alone....

final exam starts next week.... =(

sigh... really wish dat this 2 cming weeks ll pass a.s.a.p... then i'll hv a month of holidays....

i really wanna go back home....

started to get very sensitive towards lots of things... getting emotional.... sigh...

desperate .... T.T

...谁...能体谅我...的雨天...

站在十字路的交点...

...该怎么走

我却只剩回头...

...除了你给的伞我再也没有

别的借口...

...去拥有你的什么

...你能体谅我有雨天...
...偶尔胆怯你都了解...
...过去那些大雨落下的瞬间...
...我突然发现...
...
...谁能体谅我的雨天...
...所以情愿回你身边...
...此刻脚步会慢一些...
...如此坚决...
...你却越来越远...

牵手和分手来自同一双手...

...做回朋友

我却为何不懂挽留...

...是否太晚

路已走远...

...我的眼眶泪太满

走不回你身边...

.....谁能体谅我的雨天

Raye H0lid@y~ kekeke~

1st day of my Raye holiday~ but then....bored...

oh ya~
last night went yumcha w form 5 classmates.... wel... its da 1st time since v enter Uni...
rex, vinson, max, bunny, me, dragon, meikuan, pohying, poy2~
hohoho!!! miss evry 1 of them so much~~
looking forward to da chamang trip w py, dragon, regine n michelle~~ ^^

i've 8@9 assidnmentssssss to finish within tis 2 weeks hol~ =(
but... i'm damn lazy geh bo..... sigh....

ah! n also looking forward to yumcha w my f0rm 6's classmate!!!!!!! miss them alot tooo~~~ grynn, vvn, chea ann, tin2... & etc etc.. LOL!! there'll b tons of then to b list out!

!!~ yesterday was chou NN's bday~ =P cuz v duno wat time ll she reach btg (cm bc from her church camp at kuantan) so.... v din celebrate for her~ LOL!!! ignored =P

boring2~~ =(
duno wad to post so jz simply2 post~ kekekeke =P

...oit!!...

err.... ok lo~~ like dat lo~~ anything la~~
yes! i'm those ppl who are nt very ambitious~ LOL!!!
i noe... its good to hv high goals n etc.... but...
i still thinks dat.....
if i achieved it then ok lo~ if i can't then never mind la~
i felt dat... i wont be like those ppl... I mUSt!!! i mUst achieve wad n wad so on!!!~~
no! i'm nt dat kind of person... xD y dun jz keep ur life simple n easy~ hahahah!!!!

gee.... feeling dat my english gets suckier each post~~
well~~ nowadays i'm using more mandarin... n rarely use english in my daily conversation... >~<" sigh~ no good~~ lalala~ gosh~~ seems like lately each month only 3 posts~ >~<"

sigh~ boring....assignments+lab reports+hmwks+self-reading*facebook!* LOL!!!
hwaiting!!!!!!

...it wasnt as easy as you thought...

...as human grow older...eventually maturity level of a person will increase...

*...please take precaution towards ppl...no matter how close your relationship with that specific person...*

*...some ppl ll do whatever it takes for their own benefit....*

*...yes, indeed there are ppl who were trying to achieve their goal by faking themselves being very sacrificing or even very pitiful...."fake shit!"...*

*...some bitches even try to be friendly n get along with everyone or the majority jz to strengthen her network@base... be friends with you on purpose because u r beneficial... "she is using you la...." *

*...once decision has been made...don't to regret or complain bout it... its your own choice...dat is wad i always told myself.... so think very carefully before any decision has been made...mayb there are no turning back... *

*...you hv to stand on your own feet... don't let peers affect your decision... if the person are not going to be friends with you jz because they don't agree or respect ur decision... its time for you to think about that is that person worthy for you to be friends with...*

*if u saw him/her tear down another person.... surely he/she ll tear u down you jz like how he/she tear down that person if conflict between you and him/her happens....*

p/s: this is for u guys... no offense!.. jz trying to give some advise and hoping for the best... no matter what are u guys' final decision... I'll try my best to be as supportive as i could be....

...follow your own feelings, your heart and your own instinct...

finally...
I love u all~~ ^__^ muacks!

...this is no good...

hey~ how's life in Uni..?
SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
i am unhappy!!! >.<"
always heard dat Uni life is fun!~
UR HEAD!!!!! my 2 month plus of uni life....nt fun at all....

my course oni gt 7 of us... 1 jz left... means.. 6 of us... 1 malay & 1 indian... left us 4... but... i cant really cope w them... >~<
>~<>~as usual... i looked... okay... but reality...?

next week mid-sem exam d... but i din learn anything much.... >~<
for da passed few nights i've been suffering from mayb so called stress or wadeva it should be called....
while i was sleeping.... suddenly felt dat i fell from a high place.... or.... while dreaming... then i told myself dat its a nightmare wake-up!!!! it wasnt jz once or twice... its many times..... T.T

i felt dat *most probably my coursemate hv da same feeling too..* v r a bunch of guinea pigs... v were like stupid MSU's experimental toys... argh.... i dun like it~~~ everyday was hoping dat tomorrow will be better... but izit so...? praying for a better tomorrow.... seems like nth much.... even i always keep in mind dat..."a man is happy as long as he chooses to be happy"... but it doesnt work either... *sigh*

oh... btw...after a few incidents... i felt dat... actually i really don't hv much frens.... i can't differentiate.... who r those i should keep n those i shouldn't keep.... hv i neglected those who i really should care about...? or i cared too much for those who actually doesn't worth for me to care for...? i tot dat u r really a true fren of mine... u tell me dat i'm nt good n etc...but... y besides telling me.. u did back stab me...? but while u r back stabbing me u r telling its for my own good...? @@" u din say it in front of me bcuz u still care bout my feelings...??? i almost got crazy... i'm so so so confused! they tell me to confront u... but i think dat u've ur own reason to do such act...? do u really really still care bout us...? i really duno how m i suppose to react... i still rmb dat once i ask u... will us b like sm other ppl, very close frens ended up turning into strangers...? without hesitating u answer me, NO! we wont! i duno what misunderstanding happened between us... or mayb i really wasnt as complicated as u tot... i tried very hard to keep on da positive side... sm even say dat i'm an idiot being so +ve after listened to wat u hv said dat hurts me.... i really hope dat dun bcuz of sm other stuff affected our relationship... a bond dat was so strong... but now...? i really duno... i still hoping for the best... cuz i really do care.
sigh.... yayaya~~~ my exterior is very glam... w lots of frens... large social networks.... interior...? its kinda hollow.... >~<"
i miss home... i wanna go back....

p/s: sorry for such messy post....

my current status.... desperate.

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone

i copied tis from Grace Jia en's blog~ hohoho~~
http://jiaengrace0409.blogspot.com/

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

LOL!! ^____^

i still love it~

haha~~
today went back Sulaiman to visit choir practise~~
feels great~~
yaya~~
few new faces n sm familiar faces had disappear~
they are going competition very soon~~
erm.... next wednesday~~ wish to follow them to d competition... but too bad... its on weekday...nvm... shall wait for them to go National level later~~ then i'm gonna follow!~~ hahaha!!!
this time da song arrangement is awesome~ if they can sing it perfectly... with dat arrangement they got hope to beat kuantan team~~ hahaha~~
misses my old days~~ ^__^
gambateh!!! good luck for da competition ya!~~
lots n lots of love!!! muacks!!! ^__^

sorry, blame it on me....

all i wanted is to show u guys how much i love u guys~
pampered u guys as much as i can....
acted stupid to make u guys happy most of da time...
my intention were all for good....
but...
izit too much love dat i gave?
too much pampering...?
too much til its over?
ended up being called as spoiled child...?
...i'm so sorry...
i really don't mean to make this happen...
=(
...felt dat its my fault.....
but no matter wad... i still love u guys~~
saranghae~~

mushroom head!!! LOL~

muahahaha!!! today i'm gonna expose sth ugly bout myself!!!
wahahahahahahaahahah!!!
exclusive on http://atotofeverything.blogspot.com/ only~~
=)

so daring~~

tis is how i am suppose to look like nowadays~~
cute innocent looking fake shit!~~
hahahaha~!!!!

tis is how i looked like 8 years ago~~
with da mushroom head~~
hahaha~~~

and tis is how i looked like few days ago with my mushroom head!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha!!!!!
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frighten? scary~~~ wakaakakakakakakak!!!
surely a lot of u will.... =.=" .... kekeke`~~~
jz trying to keep my blog alive but hv no idea wad to post~~
hahah~~

...tiring...

passed 3 days... orientation... sigh~~
tot it would b fun... but end up.... =(
sit in da auditorium for 2 n 1/2 day listen to ths ppl giv briefing~~~
*saturday ..1/2 day*
ttl number of student during d orientation is.... duno 279 or 297 la~~ xP
60% Malay 30% Indian 10% Chinese~~
oni 3 of my course mate attended da orientation~
sigh~ kinda disappointed... whole MSU may 2010 intake.... no lenglui 1~~ even lengzai also dun hv~ i'm da only 1~~ LOL =P
all 3 of my course mate r girls... erm... they r those.... study, nt active, nt famous, isolated, minority type~~
sigh~~ i'm so bad~~ critic othr ppl only~~ hehehx~~ ^_^
n... i dun like them dat much~~ YES! I M MEAN!!! xP
tis cming monday class starts...hoping for sm othr course mate la~~~ PLS~!!!! PRAY HARD!!!!! hoping dat i can mix w them~~ hopefully~~

oh ya~~ i'm currently staying at kota damansara~~
my sis place~~ every morn hv to drive to Uni~~ without traffic congestion around 30 min~ i duno how long would it takes if da traffic is congested~~


i'm very tired.... peace out~
love y'all~~ ^__^

...jealousy...

=(

few days ago...a friend of mine encounter me bout her relationship problem with her boyfriend....

Jealousy....

after talking to her.... for some reason i felt dat... I'm hving da jealousy thingy going on too but not dat extreme....

erm....

i dun like my best fren's since childhood best fren~
i dun like my best fren's new best fren...
i even dun like my best fren's girlfriend....

feels like they are taking away sth dat belongs to me...
*obsessive* =.=?
yes~ of course I'm very frenly with every1~~ but only in front of them.... what's going on behind...? u shall wait and see.... hahahaha~~~ I'm evil!!!!! muahahHAhahhahahaHAh!!1!
ll u guys hv such feeling? =.=" I'm sure sm of u guys do...

*my best fren girl fren's sister dun like my best fren... same thingy~~* =D

叛逆期

这是本少爷第一次用华语来post~ 哈哈哈~
应改会打错很多字~ 哈哈哈~~
不好意事咯~
自恋的我又要赞美自己了~

常常都会听到人家说 青少年都会有叛逆期。。。 在您的叛逆期，您刊过什么叛逆的事呢？
那天，我问了我佬姆~ “咪~我问你啦~我在叛逆期有做过什么坏蛋事吗？” 她e.e.o.o~后,就随便答了我。。。 没有什么啦~ 都是那些咯~ 不读书，做数学。。。etc... 你都没做什么~ LOLX!!!! 你们看！！！ 我几乖~~ 喵~哈哈哈~~
可是。。。到后来，我在想想。。。 我是不是太乖了呢~？都没座反。。。 是不是应为酱，我失去了些什么。。。？ 可能吧~~
假如。。。 我不去那次的考试。。。 结果又会是如何呢？
哈！

我在想。。。我不叛逆会不会是应为小时后常常被关在家，关到傻呼呼了~ 哈哈哈~
我小学时很好笑哦~ erm... 妈咪 应为打了针和吃药导致她常常都睡觉~ 阿爸就在sarawak工作~ 大姐和二姐就出Subang Jaya读书了~我啊gor那时都不理我的~他去朋友家~ 那时住在文东的flat。。。 我放学回到家就是对这四面墙。。。 也没有朋友~~ 玩到没东西玩~ 致好玩。。。。冲凉！！！~~~ 哈哈哈！！！ 一天冲5次！！！ 哈哈哈！！~ 上课前，放学后，补习后，黄昏，睡觉前！！！ 哈哈哈~~ 冲到风湿~ LOL！！！！ 太可爱了吧？嘻嘻嘻嘻！！！！

假如有打错字得话。。。就麻烦您在comment那儿告属我噢~哈哈哈~~~
多谢咯~~ 呼呼~~ xP

my hengdai n zhimui~ parte 3~

muahahahaahahah!!!! my lazy @$$~ ahDee~~ Notty lee yeong hong~~ 永康~ *am i right?* hahaha~~ i noe him thru.....choir^_^... close to him... since... after august09 choir competition~~ ^___^ he is also 1 very easy going guy~~ i always manja w him 1~~ hahah~~ miao~~ btw... he is also gatal 1!!! LOLX~ dats y v can get so close~~ xP

la~
next....


Michael 彬汉~~
huhuhu~~~ always kena bully by me!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!!! *i'm a bad bad kid!!! nt much to elaborate~ ...skip!

hehex... he was mention b4 in parte 2~
*drum rolls.......
...ta dah!!!



our lengzai didi~~ Justyn t@n JuiJuen~ 全全弟弟~ kekeke~ an0ther Mr.VeryShy...to other ppl he is an iceberg... but then... actually.... he can talk non stop!!!! very very talkative~~~~ only IF.... he is close to u... for example... ME!!! hahahaha~~~ *thick face* LOL!! his snoring very geng!!! LOLX!!!! no offense! chak! kekekeke~~~ xP

...goodbye my love...

Goodbye my love
My love... goodbye
I do not know when will we meet again
I've given it all to you...hope you will treasure it
Please don't disappoint my true love

My love goodbye
When will we ever meet again...?
I will forever and always love you from the bottom of my heart
Hoping that you won't forget me

I will always miss you... sweet love
...missing you, full-hearted...
...missing you, eternal kiss...
...missing you...
That intoxicating voice of yours... how can we forget this feeling
Goodbye my love... when will we meet again


Goodbye, my lover
I will never ever forget you
I'm hoping that you will not forget me too
Maybe one day we will have to meet again
Don't we?


...My love... I believe that there is gonna be a day we will meet again.....

...closer...

its about 24 days left... duno y... feeling kinda emo~~
mayb bcuz... mayb wont seeing my frens for quite sm time~~
but from a diff. perspective... i'm going to make new frensss in about 24 days more~~
...wondering what should i pack.... hahah~~

oh btw, i'm officially telling everyone dat i'm going Management and Science University, Shah Alam. For Diploma in Traditional Chinese Medicine. ^__^ i noe its gonna b tough but this time I'll really try my very best!~ erm.... thr r 2 option for my course...
1. if my diploma 1st year result is 2.5 or more i can skip my diploma 2nd year... str8 away to degree.
2. 2 years of diploma then can continue 2nd year degree...skip degree 1st year.
Total 5 years duration.

due to my narcissism... i find myself look quite cute!!! lolx!!! *psycho*

gosh!~ for good or for bad =.=?!

its about a lil' bit more than a month left n hvnt receive any letter or phone call from da University i've apply since i've pay the deposit a few weeks ago... so today i call up da guy who handle my case~~
b4 this I was told dat my course ll start on 14th June~ then today i asked 14th June start means? he said 14th june start class~ 6th june starts orientation =.=" oo.... then bla bla bla~~
*6th June is Sunday =.=" I think its suppose to be on 7th June~~ mayb his mistake or sth....
1 week oni study for 5 days~ thanks god! sm private Uni study 6 day a week gar~ pity those ppl~~

its less than a month!!!! OMG!!!! feels like its so close d!!! gosh!! so confused!!! b4 this.. a month left feels like a very long time~~ but then now less than a month i feel like not willing to leave btg d~~ ...yyerr...sure ll homesick~~ >~< gosh!!!

my hengdai n zhimui~ parte2~

seterusnye~~


AnnEflat!!!! hahaha!!! oso 1 sot plug geh~~ tis 1 oso duno since when bcm very close jor geh~~
wahahha~~ she very shy shy ga~~ but then oni when on9 or thru ph she wont b shy~ lolx!!! mayb bcuz din saw da face gua~~~ hahahah~~~

next!!!!

my Sha妹妹~ kekeke~~ i like her chinese name a lot!!! hahahaha!!! 深情~ sweet!!!~ ^__^
haha~~ apparently... her brother's classmate thinks dat her brother looks like me.... then they called him cboy!~ lolx!!! then eventually her brother bcm my brother n she bcm my sister liao~~
lalala~~

nexTT!!! is.... ahhh!!!

UNCLE TAN!!!! ^_^ my beloved a@r0n tAn~~ 峰仔~ kekeke~~ hahaha!!! he is also a banana!!! ~~i'm d only banana in smk karak then when i get into smk sulaiman... thr r d other banana~~ made me so excited!!! hahaha~~ then 1st 1st i wan to get close w him *is bcuz at last i found my species~~*... he tot i'm sm sort of stalker or sth!!! haahahahahahhaha!!!! so funny~~ kekeke~
when u dont noe him u'll feel like he is very cool n then a bit lanC lanC 1~~ but then when get close jor u'll noe dat he like to talk crap too!!! lolx!!!

thr is his little brother~~~ our cute cute justyn tan~~ ^_^ he oso very shy ga~~

who's Next!!!!
muahahaha!!!

he is not my hengdai nor zhimui~~~ he is more than dat~~ hahah!!! v noe each other since.... i'm 3@4~~ hahah~~~ v usually called each other bitch~ hahahaha!!!! if wants to talk about him... hahahah!!! it ll b da longest post eva!!! Jesst Sim ^__^ love ya~~ ^__^

next!!!!

...

my beloved kitmun!!!!!!! but then i dun hv her pic~~~ n she dun like to take pic too~~
hahaha~~ she my dancing buddy~~ my classmate~~ my my my KITMUN!!!! muackz~~~

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~

...bboY

my hengdai n zhimui~ parte1~

erm... since i got so so so many bestie~~ i'm gonna spilt it to parts~~ so... lolx!!! erm... every bestie of mine is equal~~ no 1st or 2nd~ no numbering~ i love all of them!!!

erm... ok!~ i should start w him!~

~marcus~
^___^
i noe him... erm... when i masuk form 6 lorh... erm... v started to get close since.... early jan 2009... since i tumpangkan him to schl~ n go bc hm... then he sot plug i oso sot plug... so v bcm hengdai liao lorh~~ lolx!!~
ok~ i should cut da crap...
NEXT!!!


red shirt geh!!! Mr.Bunny!!! white shirt geh!!! Mr.Max!!!
erm... i also duno since when i get so close with bunny~~ hahah~~~ erm... he very nice ga~~ seems like he treat everybody very nice~~ kekeke~~~


Max仔 leh.... erm... since form 1 lorh~~~ then... we go choir la~ we go dancing la~ ^__^ lalala~~


NEXT!!!!


Brother LOng~~~ kekeke~~ 龙兄~~ lolx!! sound so funny~~ kekeke~~ v start to get close since.... form 4!!! haha~~ i used to copy his answer during examination~~~ lolx!!!!
i always stick w him geh~~ lolx!!! cuz... he is a very easy going person^^ always kena bully by me!!! muahahahahaahah!!!!!!

next!

Tis is MICH!!!!! My gal!!! michelle marie 叶惠萍 she's very special^_^ i love her very much!!! she is not da average girly girly type gal~ she's unique in her own way~~ when u say she kinda boy head but then u'll discover her inner shy shy gal~~ when u say she 38 but then she is doing for good~~ hmmm.... ^_^ bubbly bubbly bubbly~~~

N3xt!!!!
N3xt!!!!

...parte 2~~ ^_^

...bboY

...yer.... part 2

supposedly this is a very long long post dat i dedicate to dat person... but...
there is a chinese saying dat if u can take it up, u hv to put it down too... hmmm....
every little thing dat happens in my daily dat i hv done it together with u happens, automatically i'll think of you, think of dat time, happened between us.... hmmm.... n my heart felt sour for a moment.... but after dat... take a deep breath... it was nothing more than just sm sweet memories...
love <-> hate
sigh...
life goes on...

...bboY

...yer.... part 1

a week or two ago... i've gone back to jhr for tomb sweeping... well... its my 1st time~
b4 i go... i hv lots of question.... LOL!!
y should v pick this kind of season to go sweep da tomb...?
y can v go during normal days...?
everybody go on da same day..surely nth much to do geh larh...
y hv to go semua sekali leh...?
n lots of other question....
(guess dat most of you thinking am i really a chinese...? lolx~ actually... i am also wondering~ lolx!! kena ajaran sesat jor....)
during da tomb sweeping...
i was touched by "sm1"... creepy... @@"
lolx!~ mayb its my granny... who noes~~ haha~~
well well well....
anything else...? hmmm... dun thing any othr interesting stuff anymore~ haha~~

...bboY

ouik!!!

wow!!! so fast!!! its 8th april d!!! i realise dat i've wasted da whole March..doing nothing... sienz...
actually thrs alot dat i wish to say... but... lately.... so LAZY!!! since i'm so free, i suppose to b very active in blogging... but end up... watching drama, facebooking, chatting... n neglected my blog....
although not much of you were reading my post... or even no 1 read my post... but i still hv da responsiblility to keep my blog updated! thr r few post in draft... hvnt complete yet... but end up i've deleted few of them... sigh....

...bboY

...sigh...why u appeared in my dream?...

it was almost a week ago....
i had a very strange dream....
i saw X... with a bunch of blurred face peoples... X was smoking... i walk to X and yelled at X.... then da next scene was... i was walking around da schl with brother long talking bout X smoking n etc etc... then X pass by...act like nth happened... then i woke up... having bad feelings for da rest of da day... I'm stupid rite..?

*wondering...
-y should X hv to feel guilty? LOL! no idea at all... erm... maybe i dun like ppl smoking.?
-y we all were in uniforms n in school area...? ...maybe there is da place where i had most of my memories w X...

...bboY

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost..

some of you may have read this poem b4~ it was on form 4 literature text book...
this is the current situation I'm facing.... *sigh*

...bboY

YOU, X

...i know it for ever n always... its only me who been fantasize...
...til dat day i've stop lying to myself...
...i look into ur eyes... its icy cold n pale... dats all i c... da flame in my heart dat burns up everything has been put out for quite some time... its undeniable any longer... i've been lying to myself for months... til now... let it go n everything ll b alright... thx alot...

...bboY

My last day of lunar new year~

la~ early morning (9sth) already wake up~ LOL!!!
then take bus to genting lo...
reach thr 12sth~~
then go meet kitmun n her sister~~ they r doing walls ice-cream promotion thr... so go "blow water" for a while lorh~~ sit there help them.. ice-cream ice-cream~~ 1 for rm3.50 only~ lol!!
then kitmun tel me dat da b4 she go yumcha w sm of da fren she noe there told her dat if i din take my gaji for dat 10 days my manager ll take it wor~~ means Koon Wai ll b very syok lorh~?! ish!! untung dia~~ lol!!!

til 2pm i go meet aaron tan... go watch movie!!! at first still tot wanna watch da wat Percy Jackson wat wat lightning sth sth geh... but its not screening thr... end up watching little big soldier by jacky chan n wang leehom!! nice!! go watch!!

^________^

after the movie v go makan ^^ aaron panggil ahsoo sekali~~ v go eat ... hot pot~ ^^ erm... buffet steambot+da hot plate? or sth la~ duno wat izit called~ haha~ i noe... i'm dumb..^^

then makan makan makan til almost 6 then i go meet kitmun again.. cuz i follow her n d othz to watch fireworks...

while waiting for da fireworks 8pm i treat kitmun n her sisters baked sweet potato... 2 medium size potato cost RM17 ar~~ damn expensive!! add a few more bucks i can eat da hot pot liao~~ Zzz... shhh..!! keep quite... lol!!!

after dat kithui, sweekei n i go to c da parrot thingy~ really nice~~ i din get v close with those parrots cuz... i hv untold secret... lol!!! i'm afraid of birds n its species~ lol!! chicken, goose, duck... lol!!! cuz i was pecked b4~ lol!!
then watch fireworks...

in front Hotel Genting, inside da theme park n also 1st world if i'm not mistaken... ^___^

la~ after da fireworks... they start to keep their stuff n etc...
few of us chat w one of their partner, name "Xiao Hu" little tiger... from sg.buloh... he learn some sort of birthday calculation fortune telling or sth lk dat which i duno wat izit actually called... quite accurate... lol!! now i'm wondering do he hv sth lk "little ghost" lol!!! its sth they say... wateva~ ^^

then 9sth... go meet my former roommate... its his last day working in starbucks so go meet meet him lo~~ ^^ we chatted a while... he ask me to take bus to ipoh go visit him... he'll bring me go makan all around ipoh! lol!!

then til 10 sth tumpang khaiyeng daddy's car balik karak~~ fuyoh! da uncle drive car macam main stimulation game!!! @@"
i suffered motion sickness terribly... sampai rumah cincai shower terus tido......
Zzz.....

...bboY

still ok ma....

lol!!! its time for me to report my sucky result to evrybody!!!

Pengajian Am -> A-
Chemistry -> F
Mathematics T -> F
Biology -> C-

lol!!! My pointer.. 1.33
lol!!! ok~

I at least hv to get 2.00 pointer to get into da public university... (Fail)
I at least hv to get 2 C's to get a degree from a private university... (Also fail)

wat to do right now...? Foundation in private university... hmmm... pray hard!! >.<
we shall wait n c wat happens next....
^______^

...bboY

oolala~~

19th Feb!!! I edi planned everything~~ 2pm go visit Michael~ 3pm Jesselyn~ 4pm sha~ then 8pm go marcus house geh ma!!!!! then i kena lepas aeroplane by him! ish!! terpakse hv to cancel everything~~ so... as a pay bc i've decided not to go his house! muahahahaha!!
but.... suddenly my dad "ask" me to go visit Uncle B.yeow at Malacca... Zzz... He say... train ur driving skill = driver...
sienzz....
but... as i reach there... i really wish to b in btg!!!~~ i'm gonna miss out lots of fun stuff~~ huhu~~ sigh~~
da next day... aMa n aPa go smwhere w uncle~ din follow cuz surely sienzzz 1~~ so... i follow my cuzzie to go "wet" w her frenzz lorh~~*muahahaha 1st time drive around bandaraya melaka!! fuyoh~* go fetch her frenz... lorh~~ then go Dataran Pahlawan~~ 1st time gi sane~~ go for food~ muahahah!~
then walk around da mall lorh~~
then... very "cake sui" 1... is follow her to her frenz b'day party... =.=" big city memang big city.... those who got invited to da b"day party 1 can bring frenzz along~~ *i felt i really kampung le~ lol!!! * and then hor!!! rich ppl memang rich ppl~~ da parents of da b'day gal rent da Malacca Panorama Bus for every1 who attend da party to go around Malacca Town!!!!! OMG!!! GEEEE!!!
still provide glowing stick, bubbles water(no idea wats it call), n those blow thingy (those make noise 1 le)~~ geng! LOL!! Da bus is double decker open top 1!!! OMG!!!! my 1st time le~~
da plate no. is... mbm 1957 Lat 505 v ... muahahaha!!! its a v crazy exp. evry1 scream n shouted!!! singing~ cheering~ lol!!! saying HI!!! w those pass by 1... lol!!

Me, my cuzzie lynndy n his bf dominic~ ^_^
on da bus O~ lol!!!

then ade ape lagi leh...? erm... dats da most ^^ part~~
da next day.... 8sth drive bc to krk... =.="
then.. tadah!!!! finish my report!~ lol!!!
Oh ya!!! today its da 9th day of CNY~ happy CNY to all Hokkiensssss~~ kekeke~~~

...bboY

sincere...?

til dat day... after wat i've heard from him.... only i've realise... or... to think about it....
Sincerity is the virtue of one who speaks truly about his or her own feelings, thoughts, desires. ~> from wikipedia...
i'm wondering.... if u wishes someone... Happy Birthday, Happy New Year, etc etc etc.... do u really really wishes dat particular person to be happy on dat specific day?? or... its jz sth u learn when u were young- to b manners... hah~
to reply sm1...? same to u~~ sm social skills...?
har?
hmmm....
oni those who are my true genuine frenz... u'll feel my wishes were sincere or fake... in sm way~
=P

...bboY

da story...

its gonna b a messy post.... even myself...duno where to start.... 1stly i wana say so sorry to post it so l8... its bcuz my laptop broken down.... til yesterday oni da technician cm n fix it....

1st part:
for da 2nd time da mr.manager call me.... actually... i dun hv da passion for it d... but i was thinking... haiya.... how bout jz giv it a try...?! belum cuba belum tau... lepas cuba tiap tiap hari mau.... xP
so.... for da 1st 6 days... closing shift.... 6sth til 2@3 am... pengsan... ** then for da few days.... all my activity is jz... tido bangun makan tunggu kerja -> tido bangun makan tunggu kerja ... sienz die me mou...???
then da 7th day...!!! at last!!! middle!! 12pm til 8pm... its my first attempt to cabut~~ i go cari mr.manager talk talk talk.... blablabla~~ then...he wins...
then da 8th 830am til 430pm.... nth happens.... then 9th day!!!! i beh tahan liao.... while doing coffee tasting then mr.manager ask me a question... wat is my standing point...?
i was totally blank... =.=
then l8r dat day.... i bertekad to tel da Mr.manager.... I wanna quit!!!!
he say.. if he gets sm1 to replace me then 1 can go bc on 1st Feb.... if he can get ppl then 1 hv to work til 28 Feb.... then i was praying so so so hard... kekeke~~ on da 10th day!!! til 3sth still no1 cm 4 interview geh...? ish... i think i shall work til end of feb bah~~~ 4 sth!!!!!!!! tadah!!!!!!! got 1 aKak cm for interview!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!! bingo!!!!!
muahahahah!!!!! then bla bla bla.... ^^

2nd part:
working there....

...to be continue
...bboY

mission failed! =P

ok! this is da story u guys been waiting! da truth~~ i quit my job d!~ dats da conclusion....

its a long story... promise ll post bout it l8r.... so sleepy d.... g9~~ so sorry....

eik!!!

lol!!! wondering y still can blog..? cuz... i'm home!!! lol!!
jump bc....
today oni duno wat wat sign all ths ppr n etc etc.... so 2hrs lk dat then can cabut liao... since it finish around 5 sth...n tmr 6pm oni start work...so i decided to RUN bc hm....
all bcuz..... i've seen da situation off da apartment.... n my room n da bed..... OMG!!!
a small room w 2 double decker... n 1 single.... i hv to sleep on da 2 layer any 1 of da double decker... i hv 3 other room mate i edi meet 2 of them~~ then... da bed....!!!!! wet! n got bau 1~~~
so.... i run bc... tmr noon go bc thr~~ hv to pack extra stuff go thr~ bedsheet... pillow.... wind breaker... etc etc...
there oni got washing machine... but no dryer 1... the clothes hang indoor geh.... wonders how long does it takes to dry~~ ha~~
aiyowey~~~ from da apartment to da shop hv to walk for 10 minutes of uphill.... =.=" letih mampus..... tired tired....
lagi hor... i hv to study +go class 1... swt...
they giv booklet... n etc... sm hv to finish it within 30 day~ sm hv to finish it in 3 months.... walao eh~~~
....wan to sleep liao... now dreaming i can hv alot n alot of off day~ lol!!!

...bboY

>< pening aku....

its today.... 20th Jan... da starbuck manager cm bc from his holiday... so i've decided to call him to tel him bout everything...since dat day i resign he is on leave.... n so... i bla bla bla....
then he say... y don u work 1st...? n then u consider it when ur University start...etc..etc... at least i got work for 6 months ma..... then... he say... how bout... da promise change it to 1/2 a year..?
then.... of course.... ^^
so he ask me to start work... tmr~
oh gosh!!! i hv unpacked everything jor.... ><" means.... i've to pack again.... geeeeeeeesh!!!

i think this time..... ll b gone for smtime..... haiz.... sure gonna miss u guys... u guys should miss me also o~ =P la~
leaving...

...bboY

한숨 ~ (sigh~)

yes! its korean! la~ thx to google~~ la~

ok! bc to da business....
walao eh... i stay at my 2nd sis house...kat damansara... sigh~~ dun like!... ~huhu~
it makes me feel so uneasy.. duno y... if other ppl's house small it ll b like cozy cozy type... but then not her house... jz beh song....
last night... terrible! on da damn air cond.... too cold.... switch off.... f**king hot! grrrr....!!! geram aku!!! then midnight i cm out from da room tido kat living room.... then til duno wat time i bc into da room... cuz... da floor was so hard.... my body-ache...
sigh~~ hell!!

today... muahahaha!!!~~ go ikea+ikano... went manhattan fish market makan!! yum-yum!! la~ [next time IF i paktor surely i wanna go thr~ =P] then got go cold storage!~ gosh!!! damn high!!! cuz saw a lot lot lot!!! things i wish to buy... nasib baik i go w my parents... if i go alone sure all i sapu balik rumah~ lol!!! la~ tonite still hv to tido here... aiseh.... hell... tmr evening baru can balik!! ><" ~huhu~
save me..... i dun wan.... ><"

...bboY

aiyor~ bboY ar bboY~

ello~ its me again... of course its me~~ cuz its my blog~ lol!!!
psycho b...
hmmm...
it not once or twice... few times d i've been hesitating...
to work or not to work...
tis time...feeling so uneasy if i leave for further study...
cuz.... da manager hv to train me for quite smtime so dat i can get da cert. as a qualified barista... [barista= da person who made coffee+waiter sekali~]

dat day during da interview he do ask me... how long am i going to work... he said dat he doesnt wish to hire sm1 who is going to work for oni 3-5 months @ not long after got da cert. ...
so..
i lied...
i've told him dat i'm gonna work for at least around a year...
but if i leave for my futher studies l8r...which mostly ll start during mid year... then i'll b breaking my promise... so... finally after talking to my eldest sis... i've finally cm to my last round of decision [not sure whether wat word should i use~ haha...]...
i've decided to resign...
cuz this ll make me feel better.... my benevolent... hmmm...
da manager also bentong guy... so mayb next time saw him on da street also wont feel guilty about it... hmmm... i do think this way...

ya... sure sm of u ll say... stupid la u, bboY!~ if u don't cheat him othez oso ll cheat him larh!!! huh! i'm not dat kind of person OK??!!! ...zzz... =.="
lol!!! after calling them about my resign... i felt so relief!! n i felt dat.... yay!!!! imma good person!!! lol!!!
^_________________________^

...bboY

gosh!!! wat a coincidence!!! so damn !@#$%^%$#@!

went kuantan ma.... then go jln jln lorh... on aPa's fren car.... da uncle bring us around lorh....
then at night time.... b4 we reach da restaurant v r heading...sth caught my eye... a sighboard... lol!!! SHASHA restaurant or sth... lol!!! then its located next to da restaurant v were heading~ haha!!! i managed to take a photo.. 'll upload l8r~ haha~~
then after dinner... v head bc to da hotel....then i saw da place where v go for da 1st time choir competition last year~~!! hahaha!! i was so excited.... kekeke... then...after 5-10 min... i saw... SABS!! haha!! kekekek....
then.... WTF!!!!
da uncle's car player was playing our day~o... song... str8 away.... down jor.... sigh~~
gile!!! so damn geng! evrything so so so coincidence..... ><
T.T

...bboY

..a.o...

since....today got a bit free...
n then tmr n da next day at kuantan...
so decided to go visit today's choir prac. ...
lala~~~
drive into schl oni saw my xgao liao~~ ^_^
reach thr saw my form... 2 now.. lol!!!
they seem like "chao yeong" d... lol!!! look kinda diff....
then... d othz lorh....
hahah~~
so happy~~ although oni 1 hr+ but...still happy~~ la~
l8r... go find leejun lepak~ at her place~~ la~
then.... balik~~ tired...

~huhu~
after today...duno when oni can c u guys liao... sigh...
la~
mau sign off liao....

bboY...

....erm....miss miss....

....da inner part....
hmmm.... 2 days left.... soon i'll go kerje liao... =(
aiyo... seems like vvv long time din saw my didi meimei liao....
sha!!!! miss u leehhh.... its been ages i tk jumpe u liao... =.=
mich!!! i noe u sure got miss me! lol!!
sigh...
wednesday n thursday hv to go kuantan pulak.... still tot can pay a visit geh... sigh~~
who lagi leh....
my sweet potato marcus lorh.....
...my baobei....tyn tyn lorh...
oh!! annEflat lorh~~ then...
alot alot lagi lorh....
xgao~~ n then...
n then i oso got miss my brother long... vvv long time din saw him liao.... miss dou....
bunnyyyyy~~~~ haha... gone genting liao....
hahah.... airen aaron lorh....
ching ai de smelly dee lorh...
oh! GRACE JIA EN!!! (haha... teringat cuz she jz sign into her msn... lol!!!)
MAX LEEEEEE WAI YUEN! haha... ^_^
yor.....
oh ya! bout da MuET thing.... lol!! waste of money... cuz... still da sm...3... lol!!! i tk de ape... but my aPa was dissapointed... cuz he is da 1 who was so beria ria wan me to retake...
sigh..... he always hv high expectation on me n my bro... but then both of us aren't high achievers... haha... too bad....
i hope dat i still can blog when i'm at genting.... hmmm....

...bboY